One in the same...

Ok so As you all may or may not know, I am in love with Canada from Hetalia....The reason however is a bit....sad....He is continually portrayed as a pathetic invisible helpless outcast. I connect with this.....I was constantly ignored, and when I wasn't, I was bullied and hurt.....and all in all... broken. I have depression, and a lot of other shit. Yesterday I got in a argument with my Finance, and he yelled at me how I need to realize that even if my life is shit...I need to help myself, and together we can fix me....I drew this afterwards because....I was feeling....creative I guess..... so yeah......